Learning My History

A few weeks ago I began to have random spirits that started to appear and call me “Daughter of Jacob” I was so confused by this Black man that wears a Jewish hat. He just sat there smiling with his bright white teeth and advised me it’s time for our descendants to awaken and find out who we really are!

Days had passed and later I just decided to open my Bible at the beginning of the book and it read of the 12 children of Jacob who is also Israel and how he is the father of the Negros who is black? Moses lead the 12 tribes to freedom and every one was black? I’m beginning to piece together the puzzles and when it describes the people in them they are all black including Jesus.

All of these year my Grandmother kept a Black Jesus on her wall and through out the house but when I go to other people homes their Jesus is white with blue eyes. Reading the Bible when they describe Jesus return his feet into fine brass, as if they burned in a furnace. So I began to read more, and found out more of these people black, the people spoke of in this Bible is all black! So of course being who I am I am going to do some more digging!

Wish me luck on looking into my real history and not the one that starts out with my ancestors as slaves!


Love with an Open Heart! (Re-post)

Years ago I posted on my other blog about Loving with an open heart. It was really inspirational and I wanted to share.


Hello and good fortune to you all! Today is just today it can be like no other if you will like it to be like no other day.

We choose the setting tone of what our is like and so forth. Someone could be having a bad day and could lash out at you and try to make it negative or it could just be a cry for help. Just exactly what is that person reason saying. Empathize with that person. Open your arms show them your heart and give them a hug, and whisper in their ear “Everything will be alright!”

At that moment that person could embrace back and release resentment, anger, pain, suffering, sadness, and etc… There is a possibility you may have been that person’s first hug since the new year or a long time in 6 months. We as human beings need personal contact. It’s how we show God’s love within one another.

With today’s society we have been taught showing affection can be frowned upon and is an act of weakness. It is actually apart of are DNA code and something we should focus on bringing back. It is one of the reason why we as human beings are so disconnected not only from each other but also from ourselves.

How many people do you actually know that refer to them-self as Human or someone who co-exist with them-self as a Human-Being (Vessel & Spirit)?

Emotions can say a lot about a person. Some people can tend to take it personal and make it ” It’s the all about me show!” or you can have a care and listen with your heart and open it with your arms and just welcome a friend in and let God do the rest. Trust me it’s the best feeling in the world.

Love with an open heart!

Today Down, Ready for Tomorrow

Today was a flop, a very big flop. I went to good ole Corporate America and had a classic asthma attack at work! So far for my come back .

After being sick for weeks and just thinking how I we are going to make it through the year depresses me. I could just easily make a large withdraw from a trust but what will that teach me? And most of all, what kind of example will I be making for my son.

I really don’t know what I want anymore!!! I’m psychic but what good is it to be gifted when I can’t see what is coming my way! Frustrating as hell.

How my gift works with some kind of or type of guidance is when I make a decision and it is the right direction I’m choosing, I get an overwhelming feel of joy and excitement. I literally feel like I have to rush into whatever idea just popped into my head. So when I got this leave them in my dust and take no prisoners, I got super excited to return back to work and take my rightful place as one of the K performers! With me taking no prisoners, I don’t care who gets left behind anymore. With me caring it jeopardizes my livelihood.

I could easily do readings and have strangers coming to my door at 3 am crying about an emergency reading like I have no life to sleep for, but that was where I drew the line. Now I have a take charge attitude and it’s time to just kill it and get my ass back into to pumps!


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