My son is 16 months old and last week I came to realize he have started to astral project/ travel early! I know I did it as a child, it’s what got me into so much trouble as a child when other begin to realize and see I wasn’t like most children.
About two weeks ago, I put little Jaxon to bed and begin to get ready for the next day.I was standing in the kitchen washing bottles, sippy cups and other baby dishes when I heard my son say Mama right behind me! I had to think about it for a minute and remembered putting him into his crib. I turned around and saw my son faintly standing there then disappear. I ran into his room and he started to get up from his crib and jump up and down saying Mama over and over again! i was so creeped out by what just happened, I picked up Jaxon and held him close to me as I closed my eyes and opened my third eye to scan the room for spirits. All I picked up was his Spirit Guide that put a thought into my head saying, he is safe and I wouldn’t leave him alone.
At that moment I realized that was my son Astral Projecting to me. I thought to was a spirit playing games with me by showing itself to me as my son, but it was my little Baby Jaxon. As a Mother with an advance child with growing, walking, talking and comprehending. I wasn’t ready for this until he would be about 4 or 5 years old. Well Jaxon has his own agenda and I know now that he can’t be my precious baby boy forever, he is going to grow up and I will have to teach him o=how to protect himself and live without fear. Being an Indigo Child can be a challenging up bring for him, however he has a more supportive people then what I had growing up as a Golden Child. Learning how to Co-exist with your gift as an Adult is going to be even more challenging especially if you work in an office setting.
I am going to trust his Spirit Guides and/or Ancestors to always be there when he travels because we travel usually when we sleep. When I am sleeping I have some sense of awareness and when something is wrong spirit always wakes me up. this is something I have to accept the my baby is growing and isn’t going to be a baby forever.
Life is a beautiful but yet complicated experience. Some smile all the time and say everything is good, my life is fabulous and go home and drink themselves right out of reality to get away from “their fabulous life!” Why? Why do we have to lie to ourselves to get through the day, just to make it to the next day and do this fabulous life thing all over again?
I made a promise to myself 2 months ago, to never live in a lie and not to lie to myself moving forward! My life is not fabulous and full of happiness, however my life is alright fulled with joy! Yes they are two different things!
Happiness is a temporary state of emotion, just like sadness it’s not a feeling that sticks around forever. So I choose to be cheerful and be alright. I can honestly say that I am okay with that. You have to admit being happy and fabulous and trying to stay happy and fabulous can be exhausting! I only say that because attempting to be these two you have to put on a continuous show.
So I have learned how to be content! Yes contentment was and is the way for me. Contentment is defined as the acknowledgement and satisfaction of reaching capacity. I have reached capacity and you can to however you have to be self-aware of you limits and if you want to continue the path of feeling unsettled because of the material possessions in life is not and never will be enough. Think about it this way. when we are born into this world, we are born free and naked and full of trust. We are born naked with trust and we are loved and welcomed into warm loving arms. As we grew we played with sticks and rocks which amazed us and we was full of this unknown continuous laughter that we didn’t know where it begin and end! That’s contentment! The question I asked myself is; How in life as it begin, we was already at our full level of capacity of being content. How did we choose to wonder and become so lost?
I had to learn that everything in life is not in my control, shit is going to happen and when it does to recognize it and acknowledge how it makes me feel,rationalize my feelings and then handle my problems one at a time with grace. I have come a long way. Being a Single Mother, Psychic Golden one, raising and providing for an Indigo Child with no help isn’t easy, however I wouldn’t trade it in for the world!